This question just often pops into my head. Question like "Why me?" Yeah...I often wonder I am the person that I am, why I get to meet the people I know, why I get to have some chances in life that others don't have and why I sometimes hate and love my life. WHY ME? Well...the answer could probably anything but simply because "This is my fate." I often get confused with fate and destiny. Whatever~~~ I know that everything that's happening to my life right now and tomorrow will always be because for a special reason. But will I ever get to change the plans laid out for me? Ever since I was young, my life has already been planned... like when I grow up, I should be this somebody that everyone wants me to be. I appreciate it though but there are also times in my life when I get confused... really blank... of how I should conform to everyone's expectations without hurting anybody or myself. Right now...I feel like I'm walking aimlessly to nowhere...I don't know which place to go or what I'm doing is right. I know that it's not...I just want to get back on track again. I want to get back to my old self...I want to go back to the good old days...the happy days. If only, I could have a time machine, I will go back to the past and relive the special moments again. I may have take for granted the things I have in the past but if I have a chance to get back, I really promise I will make things right. Or it could be in my next lifetime...but I will make sure that before this lifetime ends, I will get to make things right again...I will pick myself up together...I will be that somebody that I've always wanted to be. I won't let anyone tear me down. No one!! The only thing to get the things you want in life...I just have to be myself!