Sa Rang Hae...

I don't know...kurraeso...sometimes he makes me think if I'm being too harsh or if I'm being inconsiderate towards him. Or maybe I don't just think he feels sincere. If he talks, he makes my heart listens but still there's this silly voices in my mind that keeps on mumbling that it's simply not true. I really wanna believe him...but I guess I'm only hurting him with the way I speak or with the way I treat him. I have the tendency to get paranoid and everything~ it's uncool! If love makes me paranoid, then be it!
I wanna tell him he's special...he's everything my day has...he makes my world really going round...but I'm scared to tell him. Because I've seen things come and go and I just hope he's not one of those things. If he tells me he thinks I'm really special...then this big fat smile really wouldn't leave my face. Love...is beautiful! Yeah...it's a beautiful feeling...I remember the song "One Love" by Ji Soo... "I love you so...love is the beautiful one." Really...there could be no other thing as beautiful as love. But I'm a person who's not so knowledgeable about it...maybe because I've been hurt before...and blah blah!! If this is love I'm feeling right now...then "sa rang hae."